Post by Jane Paladin on Aug 8, 2014 19:51:33 GMT -5
It had been a few days since her run in with the Winchester boys. After they had left she had stayed in the motel, just staring at the walls just trying to process everything that had happened. From her request Dean and Sam had told her all she needed to know about demons to protect herself. She had kept the hex bag on her person at all times. In fear that Meg would come and find her again. It was Meg that scared her the most, not even Crowley. There was something about the thing inside the woman. The demon. It was just as if it had been a dream. Well, a nightmare actually. She looked like shit. She felt like shit. Her shoulder was still swollen and fucked up, even though Dean had stitched it up very well. Jane didn't think it was infected. Her ankle was still swollen from being sprained and the scratches still bore on her leg. As well as the bruises all over her back. The cut on her nose didn't seem to be healing correctly. She didn't know what was happening inside her own head either. Paranoia. Fear. On edge at all times. It drove her nuts. She was a strong woman. Not a pussy.
Jane had finally got up the courage to leave the hotel room, where she had just ordered some shitty Chinese food. Met the skeevy desk clerk and given her money and key. She packed up and slumped back to the car. Checking the back seat often as if someone would appear there at any moment. Her mind would go back to all those people who was possessed by those demons, following orders from the higher ups. Anyone could be a demon. That scared her most of all. Anyone could be a demon and her not know about it. They could look for her. Find her. She was positive that Meg had a grudge against her now and would remember her. She reminded herself that of course because of the hex bag that they wouldn't be able to find her if they were looking for her, but the fear was what if she ran into them and they talked to Meg. On some level she didn't think she would be a priority on Meg's list at any point, but it still scared her. And Crowley, probably wouldn't care much about her being alive or not. Even though she had been trying to help the Winchesters.
After a long car ride home she slumped inside her apartment with her small bags, and newly bought booze on the ride home. She ate half of a TV dinner and then started drinking, which didn't help the paranoia at all. She ended up finding some old paint and had looked up stuff about demons. She had heard Dean or Sam mention about a devils trap. She had found what she thought was a picture of it and started to paint it on her floor. When she finished she felt more satisfied. After it seeminly had dried she sort of covered it with a carpet. Feeling the discomfort from her wounds, and the warmness from her drinking she ended up passing out in bed.
She still had another five more days still her vacation ended, and she didn't really feel like going back. She didn't even want to leave her apartment. The restless sleep. The paranoia. The fear was taking its toll on the woman. Her sleep had finally come as a dreamless one.
[ Zanna Monroe ]