Post by Zanna Monroe on Apr 11, 2015 11:24:38 GMT -5
April 11
4 PM: Drinks: 1; Monsters Killed: 1; Bar Fights: 0 (improvement!)
Am once again staying in motel. Killed vamp. No major injuries; scratches and v. v. tired. Feeling sicker than usual. Cold? Ugh.
6 PM: Drinks: +1 (2); Nightmares: 1
Accid. fell asleep. Nightmare of family, again. Am dreading staying up through the night. Slowly feeling sanity crumble. Should check self into mental inst.?
11 PM: Drinks: +2 (4); Bar Fights: 0.5 (verbal); One Night Stands: 1
Not proud of one night stand. Am feeling a bit disgusted with self, but able to forget for a while. Was handsome, but a college asswipe.
2 PM: Sobbing Fits: 1
Am back in motel rm. Took extre. hot shower. Am feeling better. Am also feeling empty inside. Googled how to deal w. personal loss. Got shit answers. Ice cream?
2:30 PM: Ben & Jerry's: 1
Got ice cream. Am laying in bed in fav. pair of underwear watching Bridget Jones's Diary. Feeling v. v. good. Am wishing had very own Mark Darcy.
4 PM: Drinks: 1; Monsters Killed: 1; Bar Fights: 0 (improvement!)
Am once again staying in motel. Killed vamp. No major injuries; scratches and v. v. tired. Feeling sicker than usual. Cold? Ugh.
6 PM: Drinks: +1 (2); Nightmares: 1
Accid. fell asleep. Nightmare of family, again. Am dreading staying up through the night. Slowly feeling sanity crumble. Should check self into mental inst.?
11 PM: Drinks: +2 (4); Bar Fights: 0.5 (verbal); One Night Stands: 1
Not proud of one night stand. Am feeling a bit disgusted with self, but able to forget for a while. Was handsome, but a college asswipe.
2 PM: Sobbing Fits: 1
Am back in motel rm. Took extre. hot shower. Am feeling better. Am also feeling empty inside. Googled how to deal w. personal loss. Got shit answers. Ice cream?
2:30 PM: Ben & Jerry's: 1
Got ice cream. Am laying in bed in fav. pair of underwear watching Bridget Jones's Diary. Feeling v. v. good. Am wishing had very own Mark Darcy.
